god always strengthens and inspires

 

1. if any ladies have entered this web page, you probably need to exit, which is strongly suggested and urged, because i am howling at the moon again, and there are some howls that are not politically correct, at all.  the noahhite concept on profanity is that the absence of same offends no one.  so, if it offends you, please leave, NOW.  this page is for worldly men.  on the other hand however, if you are a manly girl - hope that god will let you remember that you read that new phrase on the noahhite.org site first, eventhough he has not let us start, yet, even after about twenty three years of preparation - you might need to stay on board with us.

2. have not a clue as to how long this might take, to connect the dots, in our target area, so to the rest, hope that you will hang in here, with the rest of us.  or at least bookmark this page, if you find it informative, and necessary to apply to your life, by finishing it later, or just refreshing your memory.  Lord willing, we will be here, for you.

3. but many people must be praying for this scribe.  the first eleven rough draft articles, for this topic, that the first eleven editors got their hands on, made me feel bad.  i thought that they would laugh their ass off.  this is aimed at the twelve tribes of israel.  eventhough we will certainly not be able to embrace all of them, in this one article, because we are focusing on a very small amount of abuse, in the world, that can be seen today, because of it's obvious darkness, as it relates to intelligent truth, which requires integrity.   god is just getting started, and fortunately, has a thousand years to get it all cleaned up, with his messiah.

4. all of my human doings got me locked into my perfect hell, no matter how good my intentions were.  and the key was thrown away.  it takes a transitory life, through grace alone, to let all humans learn how to become a human being, so that god can come to the front of our just being, which means we are available to his instruction, and guidance, to his perfection.  it is only there that he can inscribe the right name on each forehead, like the scriptures foretell.

5. all people are precious to god.  the anonymous community however, has a function, like no other, in god's scheme of things.  and don't be concerned about a take over.  in about seventy years, the largest only has about three million members, world wide.  and in the close to thirty years that i have been around, it has only grown by about two million members, globally.

6. in the last seventy years, how many billions of people have been added to the planet?  but please understand this.  at most anonymous meetings, they all close in a circle*1, around the globe, each early morning, morning, mid morning, noon day, afternoon, happy hour, night, and late night, with what the world calls the lord's prayer.

7. this scribe understands that same prayer as being the disciples' prayer, which is explained in luke chapter 11.  the favorite prayer of this scribe is the seventeenth chapter, in the gospel of john; three translations.  if that does not give you new interest, courage, confidence, purpose and hope, don't have any other suggestions for you, god's friend.

8. the real subject of this e-mail notification, to be advised of it's publication to the web, this week, is about values, that i am tired of hearing about, as long as it has no real or tangible meaning.  seems to me that a lot of us think that it must be a code word or something.  like most of us do not belong, or we are not included, because we do not have a clue.  and we really do not understand at all, what people are saying, on both sides of the isle, without any definition at all.  with a pure definition of value in mind, let us proceed.

9. the largest and most perfectly cut diamond, mined from god's earth, that has perfect clarity is worthless, even though it has profound value, because it does not have the precious gift of life.  but please don't go anywhere. all the dots and links are not connected, yet.  the same principle holds true for the purest of gold, which only goes to twenty four karats, if i am not mistaken. HOWEVER, god has twenty four elders, in his throne room.  we are going to get there in time, so please be patient.  this might be a long opinion.  maybe we need to keep in mind that dennis miller always says, at the end of his stuff, "of course, that is just my opinion, and i might be wrong."

10 in reading the founding documents of fulfilled mansions and the noahhite organization recently, to see if god wanted them on the internet, which he absolutely does not, came across something that the irs division of non-profits made us put into our founding documents.  it really pissed me off, when i saw it, having more understanding today, than i had, at that time.  it has to do with 501 (c)s, which are allowed to make donations to scientific organizations.  to hell with that, from our point of view.  science is obviously needed, but i include medicine and astronomy in the fields of science, that we are adamantly opposed to, as it relates to god.

The scientific study of matter in outer space, especially the positions, dimensions, distribution, motion, composition, energy, and evolution of celestial bodies and phenomena.  A system of knowledge or beliefs about celestial phenomena: the various astronomies of ancient civilizations.

The science of diagnosing, treating, or preventing disease and other damage to the body or mind.  The branch of this science encompassing treatment by drugs, diet, exercise, and other nonsurgical means.

let us add that when god does allow us to begin, in time, the fulfilled mansions foundation, and the noahhite foundation, will need to be created.  but perfectly understand this the united states of america.  we will not be allowed to even begin to participate in states that do not have "right to work laws," and the "right to smoke in public places," eventhough, we ourselves will have no smoking meeting rooms available, in all of our facilities.  whether you like it or not, god grows tobacco.  get used to it.  and by the way, money grows medicine.  wonder why god's son said, "you will either love money and hate god, or you will love god and hate money."  anybody see any gray area or loop holes in that statement of truth?

11. people that do not believe in god are concerned about a meteor attacking god's planet.  wonder why so many people want to find life on other planets?  could it be that they cannot get along with any of us, and they are trying to find a way of escape?  i pity them, if that is their motive.

12. now i am not saying that a meteor will not hit earth, but it certainly will not hit, before god is through down here.  got it?  he thought it all through, before it was allowed to be said, "let there be light."  and god is perfect.  that is why we humans have erasers.

13. and all noahhites understand the flood, that have made some people wonder what happened, that made god so mad.  keeping in mind that in god's last day of creation, all things change, because god is changeless.  the following is perfectly  amazing, to me.  god used his most ferocious beasts, to keep all other forms of man from getting on the ark, out side of noah, noah's relatives, and god's precious pairs of animals.  maybe a view of http://www.noahhite.org/boat.html  will give you a clue.

14. none of us will ever be perfect, with human understanding, and that is our hardest job, at times.  to accept our own stupidity.  if you haven't found any of yours yet, you are in for a really big surprise, WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT.  as a matter of fact, if you have not found your very own tiny little hitlers, usamas, or saddams, on the inside of your twisted, knotted, confused, hateful, angry, and warped selves, you do not have a clue, YET.  that stands for, "you're eligible too," in the anonymous community.

15. but here is the deal.  god gives poor people faith.  and they have not a clue as to what that really means, at all.  all poor people, that are godly, THE MEEK, understand that their true and real inheritance is in their lord, signed, sealed, and delivered, without a doubt.  and the meek shall inherit the earth.  not necessarily an inheritance concerning this world - because both heaven and earth shall pass away, but don't leave yet.  lets give them some real hope about what real value to the lord really means.  of course, that value is symbolic, not factual.  and we must all get this right, of course, when we are supposed to.

16. this scribe asks a question.  what might be the difference in value between a fully developed earth, on six of the continents, and an undeveloped earth, or even worse, an earth full of slums - provided free of charge by all dictators (totalitarianism) and communism - socialism, with no pristine cities etc.  with no diamonds, crystal, china, silverware, fancy rugs exported around the globe, for glorious floors, supporting beautiful furniture, with the finest of man made fabrics, the likes that have never been seen yet, the finest of linens, and gold etc.  not to mention the adornments of clothing, shoes, hats, and jewelry, if they are to let god be glorified, rather than to let human ego participate in their own selfish, self-centered pride; i know that i am a lot better than you are, by god, just look at ME.

17. quite a difference isn't there?  so, we must get through to the world that we must work together so that all things can be accomplished, that need to be accomplished, for the maximum possible asset, for god's maximum value.  you are included in  his inheritance too, whether you understand it yet or not.  but a new form of capitalism - globalization, is needed to yield pristine cities and communities, for the glory of god.  and certainly ALL corruption in all governments, and their respective political parties, must end, before any real reform is even available to begin.  this scribe still believes that america's role is mandatory, and someday, will be the light for all nations of the world.  the only reason i believe that is that america is dedicated to god - by the early pilgrims, not satan.  but the new capitalization concept will need to function like a living entity.  it too must give a percentage of it's profits as an offering and not through taxation, for the good of the community - not government, cheerfully, so that god will continue to bless their efforts.

18. but all must work toward one goal.  god is not wasteful.  and there are many things that cost way to much, on this planet, including some labor, and that is wasteful.  and certainly, some seem to be paid way too much also, that some consider being their heroes.  that too is going to change, when it is supposed to.  and this truth will remain.  god says, work with your hands.

19. that can be a shovel, saw, drill, hammer, paint brush, sand paper, trowel, controls on a backhoe, the keyboard on a typewriter or computer, placing labels on packages, pushing buttons on a receptionist's control panel, pens or pencils in hand, chalk on chalk boards, the handling of a fire hose, man handling a camera, holding on to a microphone, or a billy stick, that needs to restrain anyone that has intentions of harming people.  let us not leave out cleaning people and janitors, that are vital for our health, movers, loading people, all means of postal systems, and bank tellers etc.  you get the picture, and the list is all inclusive, with farming, agriculture, mining, timber, including washing windows, picking up garbage, and dealing with garbage containers, sweeping up, and especially our brave courageous, and fearless military that must, at times, use rifles etc.  we mean to leave out no one, but you can see that this list could go on to the end of the earth.

20. my parents always taught us that there is no work that is disgraceful.  i have since learned that it takes honest legal work including integrity, and not the work of a criminal, in order to be honorable.  but they fortunately lived in different times than we do.

21. but if you think that there is equality here on earth, why do we not hear talk about the humble and meek, rather than high lighting the rich and famous, which is generally the press and the media's focus, being on worldly achievement, on programs like the pinnacle, which fortunately is not on anymore, to the best of my knowledge.  the meek must be willing to humble themselves: those that humble themselves shall be exalted, and those that exalt themselves shall be humbled.  an absolute truth is that the only true equality that will ever be on this planet is that christ is equally available to all, who earnestly seek.

22. remember reading, something about, those that think that they are so important here will be the least there; in the kingdom of god.  and that lasts forever!  how about maids and movie stars?  how about hags and beauty queens?  how about the flea and the elephant?  how about studs and wimps?  what are we lambasted with, each and every day, twenty four seven?  if you do not wear the right jeans, drive the right car, have the right weight, have the right muscle tone, and wear the right bra or panties, or drink the right beer, or go to the right place, and especially have the right amount of money in your pocket (or charge card dumb ass) and checking account, ain't no chance of your getting your ass laid tonight.

23. better get the right rubbers too, while you are at it, and i did not mean galoshes.  have heard that there really is some dangerous shit going around, these days.  i certainly have empathy for the fear of some women that do not like to hang around with some of us men.  i wouldn't either, if i were a female.

24. the worst offense though, to me, is competition, rather than cooperation.  we will show you who the best is, because we are going to beat the hell out of you today.  how many hundreds of billions of dollars does the professional sports world consume each year?   and games are about playing, not working or making money, no matter how much damned deception that currently exists in this world, here at the beginning of god's last day of creation, which will last one thousand years.

25. more amazing to me is, why are most of the teams of world class professional sports in cities that are generally full of union labor?  all business people understand how hard it is to make a living, because many have to work day and night.  even to the extent of what some use to call moon lighting, so that they could afford air conditioning in their home, or a new car, that they paid for, rather than borrow money, and be in debt.  so we had to work double shifts at times, without over time pay.  but we were free, and not enslaved to our fears or worldly greed.

26. and while we are on the subject of unions, let us see the clear picture of that game.  "if you do not give us what we want, and deserve, we will shut your business down, by god."  let us now look at the other side of that same coin.  we don't give a shit how much they cost us, because we will just add our usurious percentage of profit on to what the total cost is, and pass it on to the dumb and stupid fucking consumers, because we have a lock on this market, because the laws of the government, through our special interests payments of bribery to politicians, have set this up, so we can really steal from "we the people."  wonder why the stadiums are not full of us "we the people," cheering on god's team?  and don't we just absolutely perfectly love the automated telephone systems in use today, by the big boys?  and how we just love to be put on hold.  isn't that fun!  had a recent experience with one of those big boys.

27. after ordering a service, they put me on the books, at a higher than ordered service, without my knowing it.  never once got a bill showing any detail, just a lump sum.  never once, even until today!  had to even call them, and give them my address, because i had not received a bill.  in about ninety days, because of the first two out of three months were free, for the desired additional service, the bill came, and it was over twice what i thought it should have been.  but again, just a lump sum, not itemized.  let me make a very long story short. 

28. after many perfect attempts to get things cleared up - to no avail what so ever,  paid the balance in full one day, after they had gotten it down to what it might have been, and was absolutely assured that all things were slick, until the nineteenth of the following month.  the next week, got another hundred dollar statement from them, so the war was on.  no itemization, just a bill.   told them when i called to cancel all services, "you are in the communications business, but you do not know how to listen to your customers at all."  on about the fifth call, from them, my words were, "i have told you, i am not going to talk to you.  we need to get the attorneys in on this."  and would put the phone down.

29. little did they know that when i call an attorney, woe to my opponents.  the last one, about twenty years ago, said, on his call to me, about an out of state lawyer that had put into an instate document, things that are illegal in my state, "after he promised me that the money would be forthwith, that son of a bitch was grasping for breath, when i had finished, and put the phone down."   settle your differences out of court.  a friend is someone you know, you like, and you trust.  out side of that, you are in partnership with the devil, in all of your affairs.  it is your responsibility to know who and what you are dealing with.  not another single person in this world can be blamed but you.

30. wonder why most of us like to go into and do business with small businesses, and receive personal attention that really satisfies us, because if they don't, they won't eat.  dissatisfied customers will put them out of business, in a heart beat, because of word of mouth.  but the big boys are above the fray, in their protected towers.

31. and the unions can not fire anybody.  their jobs are secure and protected, as long as they are willing to put up with the working conditions that they are under, as long as they pay their union dues.  the president of one of, if not the largest unions, does not mind admitting that he is a socialist, on national television.  he even said it with a smile.

32. what will probably evolve is that a non vested and non political committee, made up of three people, paid for their services generously, that are spiritually centered, will be sitting in on the board of director's meetings.  and when they hear anything that is wrong, pertaining to the employees of the corporation, probably by raising their right hand, and when they are recognized, they will point that truth out to the board.  but since they are knowledgeable and wise, in the ways of our lord, because they have a spiritual connection to same, they will give them a godly suggestion, as a possible solution.  then the board can customize that information into a format, for their global strategic planning purposes.

33. then thank god, the bastardly greedy money grubbing god hating whore fucking ass kissing dick sucking unethical mother fucking sons of bitches god damned to hell middle people, all instigators of violence and hatred, will be cut out of the picture completely.  you should have heard what god suggested for me to say, but i thought that that would have been way over the bucket, which some people have and call a pail.

34. and do not even want to go near what he suggested that i say about all of the corrupt trial lawyers, liberal judges, and ambitious prosecutors because of what they have done to his people.  and if you politicians think that you are free from god's wrath, you are perfectly mistaken.  but god does truly love his precious elder statesmen, that continue to be available for spiritual advice and council for statesmen, that long for god's heart also, and are willing to ask for guidance.  god will hear them, and he will answer them, because the curse has been lifted, for his children, that are willing to learn how to be trusted servants!  ALL statesmen desire what is good and equal, for all people, without favor.

35. former president ronald reagan had the right idea, but it was not taken to justification, in his day, because the intended curse on humankind had not been lifted.  aren't we pleased that we are now in god's last day, where the intended curse has been temporarily suspended, for all that earnestly seek?  what a blessing.  sure do hope that none change their mind, after they are determined to find a path to god.

36. had a friend that went back to his home town, to support his team, for an important game.  on the way to his car, after the game, he got hit up beside the head, from behind, with a bottle, which required a few stitches.  what kind of bullshit is that?

37. why do us heathens place so much importance on professional sports?  we are the ones that make it popular though, because we pay our hard earned money for it, or watch it on television, en mass - we the people, which makes more money for the broadcast or networks that make huge profits, based on how much they can charge for advertising, based on the number of viewers.  might be wrong about that, because i have never attended any professional game, out side of two or three hockey games, which made me shudder, more than once.  maybe some of the unions do not make hard earned money, after all.  maybe it is just a gimmie, compared to what the real world makes, in the way of an honest and sound hourly wage, relative to value.

38. even walked out of a bull fight - the first of the afternoon, in spain, and told the taxi driver, "el bar-o pronto."  with a lot of hand motions, he understood that i wanted a drink, so he told me, " si senor, servicio."  on one side of each petrol station, there is usually a bar.  then i had to tell them "mucho hielo," over and over and over, because most europeans do not use any ice.  those crazy armericanos!

39. we love our drinks cold, and our women as hot as they can be, in bed!  don't we absolutely positively truly love what  america really stands for, in the real privacy of our real bedrooms, where freedom truly does reign?  talk about creativity!

40. ALL ARE INVITED TO ENJOY THEMSELVES, BUT ONLY IF THEY ARE TRULY TRYING TO GIVE PLEASURE, RATHER THAN EXPECTING TO RECEIVE ORGASIM!  wow, that is real giving isn't it?  have heard that all expectations are just premeditated resentments.  and when it is such a spectacular success there, why would we be fools, and not try it in other areas of our lives, in our spare time?  no wonder so much  of the world doesn't understand america, the way it is reported that they treat their women.  could it be that they are perfectly envious of the great ole u. s. of a., the land that was dedicated to god, by the pilgrims that got on their knees, and achieved that truth, when they first arrived at the future jamestown of the to be named virginia?  let's give all of the pilgrims a big hand of applause, so that god can hear it.  okay?

41. the point of this is that playing a game of sport is not work, it is playing around, in the mind of god.  as a matter of fact, some of the most celebrated players play around off the court too.  don't care what people might think.  you all know that to be truth. sooner or later, all those hot headed little children, that currently make so much money, are going to have to grow up, and get a real life, and quit playing around.   and the only ones that do not know that, by now, have been brutally locked up in some dark closet, or basement with no light, as someone's slave, for what ever dark, evil, and wicked purpose, that they are being held for.  so, why should people be paid to play, is the question.  however, the hostages need our prayers, and god's love, so that his employee's, in his governments, can set all innocent captives free.

42. i could not believe what they were doing to that bull, in spain, putting the poison darts in it, with those long spears to deaden his senses, and slow him down.  ultimately, it was absolutely unable to move, on it's own accord!  maybe humanity does not understand how close it might be to the day's of the roman coliseum, of old; life is life.  sounds like the same noise to me though.

43. and what is it that makes so many of us hope for the underdog, so that we can be so disappointed, now, just about every week-end, year round?  could it possibly be false hope?  didn't the recent challenger for the office of the president of the united states of america say - in the 2004 cycle, during the campaign, that there was no such thing as false hope?  and some one please tell me what is so exciting about seeing a car crash, and burn, while running close to two hundred miles an hour.  hope i never have to go to one of those events either, and hear that noise.  and what are we teaching our kids, considering god's word says, "be still and know that i am god?"

44. just heard on the news today, that there is a twelve foot model, in testing, for a concept to get us from new york, to los angeles, in twenty minutes.  they must really be very important!  i can  remember running the roads, breaking the speed limit laws, thinking that i had better hurry up and get there, not knowing what was going to happen when i did arrive, but maybe my subconscious mind told me, you are so important, surely they cannot start without you.

45. all of the worth of professional sports combined, could really be put to good use to help the needy, rather than give us humans a thrill.  why do we really need that is the real question.  what is in us that demands that we entertain ourselves, rather than care about someone else, that is really in need, which would be truly helpful to god, and in turn, to ourselves?  what kind of darkness has this world participated in?  could it be that what we really have is an inferiority complex, and we must feel superior to other people, even though we know in our heart that we are not?  but rest assured, it is going to end, when it is supposed to.  god's light is bright, and his grace and mercy are sufficient.  and his son overcame the world.  only he is victorious, no matter how dark the dawn.

46. you cannot serve money and god too.  you will either hate one and love the other, or the other way around.  folks, there is ZERO GRAY AREA IN THAT STATEMENT.  there is positively, absolutely, no room for negotiation on that what so ever!

47. on the other hand, there is nothing wrong with money at all.  it is the love of money that leads to all sorts of sin.  sin in the anonymous community means, self imposed nonsense, and guess what letter is at the center of sin.  the deal is that we are either slaves to money, or it is our servant.  how are we serving people today?  or are we just serving ourselves?  god's son's spirit is still serving his father, when we are given a spiritual awakening, and that is the only way to god; through service that is ordained in the throne room of god, with his  supremacy of sovereign finality.  my friend sam always use to say, "but god is so strict."

48. the holy spirit of god lets us know when we are on the right path.  the problem with that though is that most of the time, satan can almost imitate god's holy spirit.  please remember that he was kicked out of the throne room, and is much smarter than we humans are, to say the least, or ever will be.  we need to be around spiritually centered people, that can call us on our bullshit, that have made all of the mistakes known to man, that can help us stay on the right path, which is indeed, of god.  and all of  god's children have only said, "this is what we do."  they have absolutely never given any advice, what so ever, nor told anyone what they should do.  that is always up to god, not humans.  as a matter of fact, well into recovery, we are instructed to pray, "we ask for strength and direction, to do the right thing."

49. hey, listen up, that path is rocky as hell at times, and it ain't no damn freeway or interstate.  it is one slow, day by day, moment by moment, step by step, piece by piece process, that requires prefect grace, and patience.  have you ever met any one that desired the patience of job?  maybe you need to read that book, to understand the torture that he was put through, but still worshiped and glorified god.

50. god's kingdom only has cooperation, unanimity (unanimous: Based on or characterized by complete assent or agreement.), peace, wisdom, all knowledge, all power, and harmony, including mercy and grace.  which do we truly desire, and work for?  the spiritual journey will let all who earnestly seek, find out how unbelievably important and precious to god you really are, and how much he trusts you, in his kingdom, and how much he loves you and needs you.  that is all god knows, and cares about.  and we are allowed to turn in our terribly poor self-esteem, for the truth of, "you are to be highly esteemed, in the kingdom of god," for an eternity.  no one has ever been able to out give god.

51. biblical dictionaries define egypt as being the land of limitation, better known as slavery.  spirituality, generally speaking, has nothing to do with geography at all however.  moses led the slaves out of egypt.  but many wanted to go back, rather than go into the promised land.  they were afraid of what the future held.  the promised land was unconquered territory, however, and required many conflicts.  the land had to be conquered.

52. heard, just the other day, how crowded this world is, from the one that is retiring as an anchor, of one of the nightly news broadcasts.  he needs to drive through the western part of the united states of america.  it is so quiet out there, you may not see another soul for quite a few miles at a time.  it is really peaceful and serene, rather than the hustle and bustle of city life, which to me was always, "hurry up and wait," in long lines, at the elevator, for a taxi, for a waiter, ad infinitum.  wonder why so many like to be connected to people, whom they really do not know, rather than to be spiritually connected to god, who really does care and can really prove that he loves them, for an eternity?

53. even visited the big apple, for an international convention, and saw the dirtiest store fronts that i have ever seen in my life.  the window washers were on strike.  there were eggs and things that marred all glass, on every street, in every block, around the hotel district on "the avenue of the americas."  and when i noticed a neighbor thinking about having another helping of eggs, at a breakfast, i picked up the plate, from the center of the table, and started to let him serve himself.  the waiter, obviously union, said, "get your hands off of that plate.  that is my job."  no, he was not at all friendly to us dumb southern boys from the sticks.  one might even think that he thought that i was poor white trash.

54. should i tell you the one about the taxi driver, that could not find the top of the sixes, in new york city, with it being within two hundred feet of us?  or maybe i should tell you about being on the top of the time life building, the day that the queen mary sailed on it's last voyage, having a perfect view of the hudson, from their private club, which is opened to the public at night.  had been invited by the president, of the international division, of a global corporation, that had homes all over the world, from my home town.  he and his wife were close personal family friends.  even designed a log cabin for them, out on the continental divide, out from jackson hole wy.  they use to take a jet, to new york, just for dental appointments.

55. but i am not about to relive all of the hell that i had to experience, in the telling about the use and ownership of american made union cars, in the sixties and seventies, until i finally understood that some foreign manufactures not only stood behind their products, they were able to actually fix them.  but had a learning curve there too.  and don't think that they use unions, over here either, in right to work states, where they have manufacturing facilities, in the good ole u.s. of a.

56. not all foreign manufactures have decent long term quality at all.  but to me, many are way over priced though, relative to the value of a dollar, in today's world.  it only cost about fifteen hundred dollars for a tune up, for one of those cars like magnum p. i. drove, when it was new.  oil and spark plugs really were expensive about twenty five years ago, weren't  they?

57. but let us return to our journey that is finally available to all, in god's last day of creation.  only the brave and courageous, that are willing to look within their own selves, and after finding what is really there, in the way of bad memories, and are willing to let god change all of that, toward his glory, are we even allowed to be considered of being worthy to go forward, into god's kingdom.  and only the wise will understand what needs to be done.  the fools just act on what they think they need that this world can provide, not what they believe.  the faithless and lawless just have to go on to their own bitter defeat, without exception, accepting a pitiful and pathetic end, without hope, and without an eternity with god.  if you would like to know what god thinks about faith, please click on http://www.noahhite.org/faith.html.

58. how can we help turn things around, as individuals?  all we need to do is to love our neighbor, by being their servants - the people that we cross paths with on a daily basis, and if we do not know how to do that, we ask god to help us learn how, in earnest prayer, today, tonight, or tomorrow morning, or even better, all three.  let us give you a clue though.  we were taught, to say, before we could be their servants, "god save me from being angry."  this is the worst tasting medicine that we ever had to swallow.

59. heard on a network the other day, a comment from a psychologist, i think, "women are looking for  security and wealth from a man," rather than believing that god will provide for them, if they draw close to him.  in other words, they are trying to play god, out of their own fear and greed.  if the shoe fits, wear it.  but real men understand that they are just getting fucked, without the pleasure of intercourse.  but most importantly, the starvation of orgasm can occur during those times, that all humans need, because of what the brain releases, that helps the nervous system.  have heard it said, "the reason that god created orgasm is so alcoholics would know when to stop."

60. while we are on the subject of a professional, in the wellness community, ho ho ho - merry christmas to you too mother fucker, let us bring to the forefront of our consciousness, an almost deadly experience, at the hands of a dentist.  at the instruction from a higher source of intelligence, was advised to have the tooth taken out.  it was my first, other than wisdom teeth, about thirty years or so earlier.  that was one hell of a trip, in and of it's self.  had a trip planned to asheville, with many fraternity brothers, and our wives, for a sweetheart ball, and it messed up my entire week-end.  i was a perfect mess.

61. but this trip was much worse, by far.  it took close to two hours in the chair, because the tooth broke off, in the root portion.  truly, there were several times that i feared for my life, that had never happened to me before.  and needless to say, since the time element was a big factor, it took several more shots of novocain.  at least, was told that it was novocain.  and i have always had the reflex of becoming tense, in anticipation of any needle.

62. when i finally got back to my apartment, it was like i was allergic to the aroma of nicotine.  had never felt that way in fifty years, forty of which had been with the use of tobacco.  and have even had to leave smoke filled rooms before, several times, because it burned my eyes, and even i could just not take it.  the smoke could be cut with a knife, so just quietly left, and by god, was back the next day.  ain't nobody going to steal my seat, that i deserve and earned.  but there was no smoke at all in my apartment, because i had been gone for over a few hours.

63. the point of this is, it makes me wonder if the pharmaceuticals have an additive to some medications, that makes people allergic, to be around any hint of nicotine.  and if they do put something in other medications, intentionally, and are in cahoots with the medical community, with a desire to take over and control the medical community, to the extent that hitler and the global terrorists have in mind.  global control of money and power.  oh, how we hope and pray that this is not true.  but all corruption will always be brought to light, no matter how long it takes!

64. but now let us get back to a very small amount of the fears of some of us men.  we are just as guilty, as women to some extent, relating to our fears.  our fearful egos, make us worry, what will the world think of us if we do not belong to the right country club, or live in the right location of town, or have the right politics, or belong to the right church, or have the right woman on our arm?  and the entire world will know that we are a complete failure, if we do not drive the most impressive and newest car made, that year!

65. let me tell you a true but funny story, for all most all of the known world, even good democrats.  there was a chairman of the board, of close to thirty smaller corporations, under his wing, in HIS conglomerate, forming HIS EMPIRE.  seems that he and his wife, and his son with his wife, had an important night planned, out and about town.  some call that an escapade.  of course, he was between the two attractive ladies, in the rear seat, with a smile that could not be described.  on the way to their first event of their progressive liberal evening, with their impeccably dressed chauffeur behind the wheel, including cap, and with them being in their tux and evening gowns, admiring themselves to perfection, on a perfect late afternoon drive, on the busiest avenue in town, in their new rolls royce, they were having the gayest of trivial chatter.

66. guess what they observed, headed toward them, on the opposite side of the center line?  of all things, another rolls royce.  wow, another one of our comrades!  but as the distance closed, guess who was driving that rolls royce?  another black man, alone in his rolls, in his colorful short sleeved hawaiian style flowered shirt, with a big ole stogie between his thumb and fore finger, with a smile on his face, and as he passed them just five or six feet away, he just waved at them, through the window, since it was already down.  sure do hope that bill o will copy these two paragraphs and send them, by e-mail, to all of his progressive liberal friends. :-)

67. please world, accept that this is the only direction that this world ever had an opportunity to travel, under an intended curse, with human intelligence, which was straight to hell, for the first six days of god's creation, as it relates to all human emotion.  do we need to be reminded, again, that the first shot out of the box was that cain killed able?  how big, and how deep, do you want your hell hole to be, which we represent as being our personal hell holes - our own graves, in the earth.  and you, and you alone, must find your own way out.  but since the intended curse is lifted, all are allowed to fill in their personal grave - mistakes, with true friends, in all global anonymous fellowships, where the singleness of purposes are adhered to, in unity, in order to defeat their common malady?  we have heard that there are close to two hundred and fifty anonymous fellowships, but that sounds like propaganda, to this scribe.  and certainly, the smaller ones do not even have a national network, much less a global reach, yet.

68. ALL of god's people are aimed in the right direction.  all of their personal circumstances got their individual attention, when they were given enough time to really think about them, in a peaceful and serene environment, with no pressure from anyone, no coercion from anyone, no intimidation from anyone, no threats from anyone, no bribes from anyone, no tagging on my coat tails from anyone, and no tagging on my apron, from anyone.  get it? 

69. we suggest that any interested person, that desires to get their life turned around, please, when you have time to read close to thirty pages, plus or minus, check out this web page: rope.  but your return, to this web page, is desired, for more than one reason.  first, we hope that you will finish this page.  second, even a few of our editors are more fucked up, than they are willing to admit, at times, which is called denial.  so, we truly welcome you, at anytime.  understanding that there will probably have been quite a few changes however, on your next welcomed visit.

70. but ALL of our web pages are under PREPETUAL scrutiny, and are subject to change, without warning, or notification.  in other words, this is a work in progress, or you might even consider it, "pay attention: under construction."  but finally we will be notified, at the end of the millennium, having been reeled in, after all of god's children bit into his very alluring, intriguing, fascinating, and captivating bait, of god's permanent and eternal truth.  please click to view 

71. IT IS OUR OVER ACHIEVEMENT HUMAN MENTALITY THAT CONDEMNS US, ALL BECAUSE OF FEAR.  this scribe got so sick, that i did not feel right, unless my lady had a full length fur coat on; more that one woman i did - from perfect red fox, to perfect white mink.  cause i did  not want any cheap bitch next to me, especially with her arm locked in my arm, at the elbow, by god.  don't you know how important i am?  by god, i am somebody!

73. so, there are two attitudes.  our job has us in slavery, because of the fearful ego, or we have our job, learning how to love god, and bask in his glory, that he longs to bestow.  the fur coats own us, or god owns the fur coats, for his glory.  his animals are beautiful aren't they?  but they too have life, and are needed, for his purpose, that all do not yet understand.

74. i hope that i never understand the sport of killing a beautiful bird, goose, duck, or what ever, all animals included.  wonder how many of us human doings, doing doo doo,  have even tried to make love with animals, of all sizes, because we did not know how to approach a real human being, and tell them we were interested in them, and how much we admired and respected them?  no wonder some of us just barely made passing grades.

75. the entire focus of this world went the wrong way, for six thousand years, under an intended curse.  the curse has been lifted, for those that desire god's destiny.  but god's messiah does have one hell of a mess to clean up here on earth, but more accurately, in our human heart and minds.  all of our efforts are needed.  the best thing about anonymous recovery is that old timers have been teaching, for a long time, "we have to learn how to live locally, but affect globally, anonymously."  thank god for all of them, and hope that some will pray for all of the new comers, and their sick souls, the sickest that i have come across yet, of which i was one of the sickest, as saint paul said; "i am the chief sinner."

76. and when any anonymous member in any anonymous fellowship can love all of his or her sick as hell neighbors, in those rooms, because he or she can see the seed of faith in them that they know god needs to awaken, but only if the suggested twelve steps are worked, which is our job to help them learn how to do, as well as learning how to practice the spiritual principles  - spiritually, we understand that we are home free, with god. 

77. mission accomplished.  the summation of all that is called atonement - at one with god.  jesus, on earth, was at one with god.  "the father and i are one."  the true miracle of jesus to me was, he always knew, accepted, and understood that he was just god's son, in a human body.  satan believed that he could do a better job than god.  no wonder he got his ass kicked out of the throne room.  god is smart.  the sad part of this though, is that satan always over stood god, in his pride, rather than god's son, understanding god.  when we are over standing god, we are literally walking all over him, in our pride, which is made up of selfishness, self-centeredness, conceit, arrogance, defiance, and ignorance.  as a child, we use to hear, frequently, "pride does not run in my family, it gallops."

78. for six thousand years, we strived to get to the top of the heap.  have never heard of anybody that started out as the ceo and worked their way down to the loading dock.  but that is what god's last day of creation requires, should anyone desire god's best, for eternity.  let us close this dialog with these thoughts.  

79. "of all the men ever born of women, the least in the kingdom of god shall be greater than john the baptist."  if there is a least, there is the most.  which do you want, for an eternity?  friends, that is a long time.  but if you know anything about john the baptist, and compare that to what you are doing, in your life, to get to god's kingdom will require a total change, more than likely.  the best to you all.

80. on a saturday night, at eight pm, at my home group, at the coast, there was a meeting room that would hold maybe a hundred and fifty people or so.  we had a small alcove, on the side, at the front of the room, for anti-smokers.  the non smokers were mingled amongst us.  the anti-smoke room was never ever near being close to filled, and it only had thirty or forty seats.  and most nights, it only had four to ten people in it, max.

81. one night the speaker, from the podium, said, before she announced her name, and what fellowship she was in, "may every word out of my mouth, and every meditation in my heart, be acceptable to my lord."

82. sitting in the back row of the room, where some of my closest and dearest friends generally congregated, around a table, rather than the seats in front of us, even with some loverly strippers etc. - one which made every head for miles around turn to just look, because of her perfect shapes and her lack of adequate clothing, for all modest folk, would come and sit by me occasionally.  my thought about the speaker's opening comment was, "this is going to be a longer journey than i first thought."

83. several years earlier, the speaker from the podium, at a friday night 8 pm meeting, also at the coast, said, "recovery is an inside job."  my thought was, "what kind of damn money can we make doing that job?"

84. so, lets wrap this thing up.

'Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the LORD rises upon you. See, darkness covers the earth and thick darkness is over the peoples, but the LORD rises upon you and his glory appears over you. Nations will come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your dawn.' (Isaiah 60:1-3 NIV)

What is causing the quarrels and fights among you? Isn’t it the whole army of evil desires at war within you? You want what you don’t have, so you scheme and kill to get it. You are jealous for what others have, and you can’t possess it, so you fight and quarrel to take it away from them. And yet the reason you don’t have what you want is that you don’t ask God for it. And even when you do ask, you don’t get it because your whole motive is wrong—you want only what will give you pleasure.

You adulterers! Don’t you realize that friendship with this world makes you an enemy of God? I say it again, that if your aim is to enjoy this world, you can’t be a friend of God. What do you think the Scriptures mean when they say that the Holy Spirit, whom God has placed within us, jealously longs for us to be faithful? He gives us more and more strength to stand against such evil desires. As the Scriptures say,

“God sets himself against the proud,
but he shows favor to the humble.”

So humble yourselves before God. Resist the Devil, and he will flee from you. Draw close to God, and God will draw close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, you hypocrites. Let there be tears for the wrong things you have done. Let there be sorrow and deep grief. Let there be sadness instead of laughter, and gloom instead of joy. When you bow down before the Lord and admit your dependence on him, he will lift you up and give you honor. (james 4:1-10) 

85. god needs more trusted servants, regardless of their stature, in this life, here on earth.   he will never accept an average grade, in the way of service to others.  his people are better than that.

86. hope that it is time for me to close this chapter of my life, lord willing of course.  also hope and pray that some will read the rope, at http://www.noahhite.org/rope.html if they truly desire understanding of what we are up against, as individuals, and that your e-mail box will not be bothered by my invasion of your kind hospitality, again. but will surely be obedient to his leading.  however, i do believe that we do have more to think about, than ever before. and we will keep the links up at, lord willing,  http://www.noahhite.org/2004.html, with a link to this web page www.noahhite.org/moon.html, notified by e-mail, should you have more time to study it's information, if you ever have a desire.

87. but don't ever let anything get you down. if it does, just get up, dust your self off, hold your chin up, and try again.  even thomas edison never failed a single time, on figuring out the light bulb.  he just found ten thousand ways that it did not work.

88. maybe if we keep working on this paper, we might get an "a".  but only god gets an "a"+.  surely, we can, working together do better than an average grade of  "c"+ though.  however, we need to keep in mind, we do not get any points for effort.  "e" is only one letter away from failing.  god grades us on results, not on wishful nor delusional thinking, that is warped and depraved.  the bible calls that a reprobate mind, if i am not mistaken.  but that is ok, because i have been there, and done that.  even had a t-shirt that proved it.
 
"If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us." - Herman Hesse, German novelist (1877-1962).

hate: To feel hostility or animosity toward, or to detest.
emotion: A mental state that arises spontaneously rather than through conscious effort and is often accompanied by physiological changes;

a feeling: the emotions of joy, sorrow, reverence, hate, and love.

89. for a moment, let us focus on love and hate alone, from the perspective of an old fart in charlotte, passed on by a reliable source, one of his sponsees.  he said, "my sponsor in charlotte says, 'feelings are nothing but warm horse piss. it will cool off, when it is supposed to.'"  we are close to a "b" aren't we.  just a little more help, please.

 

"History is a combination of reality and lies. The reality of History becomes a lie. The unreality of the fable becomes the truth." - Jean Cocteau, French author, director, poet (1889-1963).