A Letter, Mark
read back in April, from US Army Infantryman Sgt. Eddie Jeffers who
was serving in Iraq. Sgt. Jeffers was killed in Iraq on September 19,
2007; he was 23.
(5/2/07)
- A Letter from US Army Infantryman Sgt. Eddie serving in Iraq
I stare out into the
darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I
smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble, and I
look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of
their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest; my hands are steady on a
device that has been given to me from my government for the purpose of
taking the lives of others.
I sweat, and I am
tired. My back aches from the loads I carry. Young American boys look
to me to direct them in a manner that will someday allow them to see
their families again...and yet, I too, am just a boy....my age not but
a few years more than that of the ones I lead. I am stressed, I am
scared, and I am paranoid...because death is everywhere. It waits for
me, it calls to me from around street corners and windows, and it is
always there.
There are the demons
that follow me, and tempt me into thoughts and actions that are not my
own... but that are necessary for survival. I've made compromises with
my humanity. And I am not alone in this. Miles from me are my brethren
in this world, who walk in the same streets... who feel the same
things, whether they admit to it or not.
And to think, I
volunteered for this...
And I am ignorant to
the rest of the world...or so I thought.
But even thousands of
miles away, in Ramadi, Iraq, the cries and screams and complaints of
the ungrateful reach me. In a year, I will be thrust back into society
from a life and mentality that doesn't fit your average man. And then,
I will be alone. And then, I will walk down the streets of America,
and see the yellow ribbon stickers on the cars of the same people who
compare our President to Hitler.
I will watch the
television and watch the Cindy Sheehans, and the Al Frankens, and the
rest of the ignorant sheep of America spout off their mouths about a
subject they know nothing about. It is their right, however, and it is
a right that is defended by hundreds of thousands of boys and girls
scattered across the world, far from home. I use the word boys and
girls, because that's what they are. In the Army, the average age of
the infantryman is nineteen years old. The average rank of soldiers
killed in action is Private First Class.
People like Cindy
Sheehan are ignorant. Not just to this war, but to the results of
their idiotic ramblings, or at least I hope they are. They don't
realize its effects on this war. In this war, there are no Geneva
Conventions, no cease fires. Medics and Chaplains are not spared from
the enemy's brutality because it's against the rules. I can only
imagine the horrors a military Chaplain would experience at the hands
of the enemy. The enemy slinks in the shadows and fights a coward's
war against us. It is effective though, as many men and women have
died since the start of this war. And the memory of their service to
America is tainted by the inconsiderate remarks on our nation's news
outlets. And every day, the enemy changes...only now, the enemy is
becoming something new. The enemy is transitioning from the Muslim
extremists to Americans. The enemy is becoming the very people whom we
defend with our lives. And they do not realize it. But in denouncing
our actions, denouncing our leaders, denouncing the war we live and
fight, they are isolating the military from society...and they are
becoming our enemy.
Democrats and peace
activists like to toss the word "quagmire" around and
compare this war to Vietnam. In a way they are right, this war is
becoming like Vietnam. Not the actual war, but in the isolation of
country and military. America is not a nation at war; they are a
nation with its military at war. Like it or not, we are here, some of
us for our second, or third times; some even for their fourth and so
on. Americans are so concerned now with politics, that it is
interfering with our war.
Terrorists cut the
heads off of American citizens on the internet...and there is no
outrage, but an American soldier kills an Iraqi in the midst of
battle, and there are investigations, and sometimes soldiers are even
jailed...for doing their job.
It is absolutely
sickening to me to think our country has come to this. Why are we so
obsessed with the bad news? Why will people stop at nothing to be
against this war, no matter how much evidence of the good we've done
is thrown in their face? When is the last time CNN or MSNBC or CBS
reported the opening of schools and hospitals in Iraq? Or the leaders
of terror cells being detained or killed? It's all happening, but
people will not let up their hatred of President Bush. They will
ignore the good news, because it just might show people that Bush was
right.
America has lost its
will to fight. It has lost its will to defend what is right and just
in the world. The crazy thing of it all is that the American people
have not even been asked to sacrifice a single thing. It's not like
World War II, where people rationed food and turned in cars to be made
into metal for tanks. The American people have not been asked to
sacrifice anything. Unless you are in the military or the family
member of a service member, its life as usual...the war doesn't affect
you.
But it affects us.
And when it is over and the troops come home and they try to piece
together what's left of them after their service...where will the
detractors be then? Where will the Cindy Sheehans be to comfort and
talk to soldiers and help them sort out the last couple years of their
lives, most of which have been spent dodging death and wading through
the deaths of their friends? They will be where they always are,
somewhere far away, where the horrors of the world can't touch them.
Somewhere where they can complain about things they will never
experience in their lifetime; things that the young men and women of
America have willingly taken upon their shoulders.
We are the hope of
the Iraqi people. They want what everyone else wants in life: safety,
security, somewhere to call home. They want a country that is safe to
raise their children in. Not a place where their children will be
abducted, raped and murdered if they do not comply with the terrorists
demands. They want to live on, rebuild and prosper. And America
has given them the opportunity, but only if we stay true to the cause
and see it to its end. But the country must unite in this
endeavor...we cannot place the burden on our military alone. We must
all stand up and fight, whether in uniform or not. And supporting us
is more than sticking yellow ribbon stickers on your cars. It's
supporting our President, our troops and our cause.
Right now, the burden
is all on the American soldiers. Right now, hope rides alone. But it
can change, it must change. Because there is only failure and darkness
ahead for us as a country, as a people, if it doesn't.
Let's stop all the
political nonsense, let's stop all the bickering, let's stop all the
bad news and let's stand and fight!
Isn't that what
America is about anyway?