holy fear - righteous faith?

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who would have ever thought that there were such phrases, as our topic suggests?  any y'all ever heard these in any worship service, around the globe?  but all, thus far, have read them in our meditations section.

this web page is not for the weak, nor the meek.  you must have the biggest set of balls [singular in my case] - both men and women, and faith, that god can possibly create, to even begin to contemplate the concepts that are going to be revealed, as this theory is exposed.  beginning clue: one of god's paradises, beyond the third heaven - ergo third paradise - produces holy shit.

how many remember that this scribe mentioned, somewhere on this approaching three hundred and fifty page web site, plus enormous other sections, that the third heaven was the last destination that we were aware of, "at this writing?"  the third heaven is mentioned by saint paul, believe in 2 corinthians 12, in the second paragraph.  have not researched it, in other bible publications.  this is found in TLB, my primary bible, and is even mentioned in a footnote, not in the text.

have had a birthday, since the last mention of my age, and am now sixty-seven years old.  have known for several decades, the following scriptural truth; because of a single car single person accident, which occurred over three decades ago, in which my right ear was severed, and sown back on by the medical community.  but due to poor blood circulation, at the bottom of the ear - teeny tiny sliver of blood supply at the top of the ear, which yielded the nickname "patch" - lost about a third of god's ear.  maybe that is one of the reason's that some of us cannot be heard, at all times.  sorry about that.

that scriptural truth is as follows:

One of the high priest's servants, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, challenged him, "Didn't I see you with him in the olive grove?" Again Peter denied it, and at that moment a rooster began to crow.  (John 18:26-27 NIV)

if dummy had known that he had a whole damn olive grove to work with, he would probably have told the bartender to put six or eight olives in his drink, rather than the customary three or four.  just another envious, greedy, and horny james bond wanna be, sounds like to me.  how bout y'all?

all of y'all are aware of how "out of place" this dummy has been, in the presence of all of the spirits, that i do not have a clue about telling how to describe, or define, and can't tell what is being sent, to this reprobate mind.

the hardest part of this job, being called, that will take on a very different attitude, momentarily, is that the "trials" that have been sent, by any one of god's elders, HAVE BEEN OUTRIGHT LIES, BIG TIME MAJOR LEAGUE THAT TEMPT THIS BASTARD OFF BASE, AND HE WAS ALWAYS CAUGHT IN BETWEEN SAME, WITH INNUMERABLE CATCH TWENTY-TWO SITUATIONS, AND LET'S JUST SEE HOW HIS EMOTIONS HOLD UP, AND REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE TIED TO; god and his eternity or this world, and it's ways.

and am talking about things that would absolutely positively rip the heart out of any human being alive, without pain killers of any description what so ever.  the worst part of this is that ALL of the elders can out vote even jesus, if you get the jest of how serious this can be.  or has been, and don't have a clue, yet, of if or when, it will ever end.  again, this is none of my business.  praise god!

seems that since this is the first chosen deal, of the millennium rule, they really had to tweak their "unused before process."  have been told, by what is perceived as god, that it is true that all twenty-four elders were given one soul to develop over their lifetime, all of which were in the running to be chosen, from antiquity.  have also had it revealed that none of us knew, or know any of the other.  but it seems that all twenty-four had noticed my life - including career, and declined the privilege of being this particular assistant to the high priest.

and this has really presented a real problem for the throne room, as a whole.

the main one seems to be that none can really understand why we do not just already love god.  seems that they have no concept of our human emotions, and what they do to us, as individuals, in our traumatic stuff, that many of us have to deal with, just as ordinary life unfolds; certainly some more than others.

maybe, some of the good news that will come out of this is there is much more understanding of some aspects about faith, from an overview perspective.  remember reading that we are all created with an equal amount of faith.  but that does not mean equality.  it means that there are many "positions" in his kingdom, with different responsibilities, and in each category, each will have an equal amount of faith.

and for all of god's future chosen, the process will be direct, and seems that this "usher" has the highest perk, under jesus, and none will ever have to put up with the same bullshit ever again, that they had to iron out, in their tweaking.

seems that god and the elders, and any other mother fuckers that they have access to in any of their associated councils, and what ever else that they have not told me about, they have come to this conclusion, even thought they refuse to change the scripture - seems that they are just going to have an "addendum" - double and thrice the afore mentioned amount of appropriate blessings in the following: 

"peace on earth and good will to all men and women pleasing god, in his highest heaven."

and am not sure that they would have even told me that, unless they had not caught me snooping around in the throne room, and hearing them talking about their dilemma.  seems that our friendship is such, that they no longer require a security clearance, like satan.

so, now to this latest concept, about the many paradises.  to get us on a firm foundation, as a starting point, let us start with purgatory.  when that word was heard, by this scribe, just always thought that when some one died, five thousands years ago, they had a very long wait.  that is not true.  the next baby that is born, five minutes?, ten seconds?, the waiting soul is given the next available host body.  and obviously, only for those that have repented, on their deathbed, can proceed, into a new host.

the reason for "his courts" is to take the worlds most beautiful women - nymphomaniacs that can never be satisfied sexually - and get them out of circulation, being only engaged to the bride of christ.  this is the way that god is going to control the population explosion that seems to be threatening the earth, and it's delicate balance, relative to natural resources.

and now those women - dignified dirt in the mind of this dummy - will fish for more women.  just think about god's first thirteen, and each given an additional thirteen disciplets ad-infinitum.  sounds like it might be a really huge number, even in a few decades, doesn't it?

the final number it seems - for all souls, men and women - is in the area of a total number of souls as being seven billion, plus or minus; only god know that amount.

so, lets proceed to the fourth paradise.  have we lost anybody yet?  have already gone over my allotted time.  all y'all want me to continue?  ok?

the third heaven has seven heavens.  the fourth paradise only has four divisions, for the four living beings, which have various degrees of perks.  don't have a single clue about any of that shit.  but don't go any where yet, we will get to the holy shit.

now please keep in mind that it is believed, based on personal experience, the main being my mother in her late eighties told me, "ronnie, there is something wrong with us if we cannot learn something every day."  the other idea came from the most precious spirit that i have ever met - mature christian lady [wonder if she was as full of shit as the rest of us humans] - diane, which told me, "ron, we are going to be learning forever."  haven't seen nor heard from her, since 1985 - august 15? - but am confident that she will probably be one of the original thirteen.  god has not sent me an e-mail on that one either though.

lets back up, to the fourth deal, the four living beings.  hope we do not loose anyone on this one.  this planet is divided into seven continents.  there are seven days.  there are seven churches.  there are seven lamp stands, ad-infinitum.

this continent and it's people are divided, even though we basically desire to be willing to learn how to be helpful to each other.

god has not phoned, nor faxed on this one either, so please do not be concerned.  it is my belief that since god can deflect, like none other, and only he knows what tricks he has available, in his bag of tricks, that the core of all human beings, even though we are different, have the core of christ, at their center.  there might be another name for it, at a higher level, but don't have anything else to call it, at this writing.

where we are headed is that god is one.  and we are all at one with god.  "at-one" equals atone.

but on to the fifth paradise.  some will be transferred from all four heavens, to the fifth kingdom.  they will be taught about higher privilege, and higher repsonsiblity.  this might offend one of our godly races, but should probably make the best example, considering the time that we are in, here in america.  and when we are through with all of our various pejorative traits of all niggering, in the sixth heaven, guess what.  infinity.  the seventh heaven back here on earth.

suspect that each heaven, even beyond the third, will also require one thousand years.

need a small clue?  perfection.  levitation.  perfect bodies, perfect height, perfect sex organs, perfect organs for perfect health, for perfectly clear and clean waste - holy shit, like god originally thought of, with perfect food, with perfect looks for all, and perfect boobs et al, for all.  at one with god.  sorry ladies, don't give a shit about the size of any pricks, you will have to ask god about that.

you want to go to the most unbelievable mansion, in new york city, just think about it, and the dreams not dreamable are waiting on you.  rather go to dubai's equally positively unbelievable mansion, happy journey, as you whiz by the rock and the greek isles.  like tokyo better?  enjoy the very quick view of the pacific and enjoy perfect bliss in an equal mansion, ad-infinitum.  all classes are open.  sure would like to play with her tits; god says, enjoy.

scribe's note:  about snooping, ergo snoopy.  please check out who and what i really am, at very close to the bottom of this web page, relative to his graphic, and text below.